Somewhere along the years he lost who he was
He forgot how to love others but mostly he forgot how to love himself
He is now in a place of fear
A place of loneliness
A place of darkness
He does not know how to rebuild who he was
He knows theres only one way but she cant find his way back
He is afraid he has gone too far
He believes he has allowed too many toxic people in and they have now made him into who he will become forever
He wants to run from it all
He wants a way out,
but he doesn't want his life to just end because he still feels in his heart that there is purpose,
but where will the spark comes from.
He knows that he's strong even in the mist of his pain
sometimes his pain feels stronger than his strength and the bad seems to be the only thing that is going on in his life
He cries himself to sleep only to wake up to the same problems as his yesterday
He wants to feel the love that he longs for but how can he when life has cut him so deep
He waits longing hoping praying that the lords promises will come to him any moment before he turns further from who He claims to be in his life
He wants to trust again
He wants to love again
He needs the acceptance to know his value again,
but how can the lord love a man like him
His sins are so heavy
He doesn't know how to live with what he has gone through
He wants to run back into the arms of his Abba
His abba calls out to him and he hears but its faint
He calls out to let him know that he is okay, that the fight has been won,
His Abba calls out to him telling him that he is loved.